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this week’s reading, the number one theme is confusion and general madness.
During the reading, I had absolutely no clue what was going on, and to be
honest, I was starting to feel the stress that Raskolnikov was feeling because
of the way the chapters were written. The pacing of the words were quick yet
sporadic and I had a hard time following what was happening, just like Raskolnikov
was. Personally, I find this effectiveness to be brilliant, like before, and
how the author was able to capture the mind of Raskolnikov as though he were
trapped in a cage while he was running about trying to get rid of the evidence
of his crime. He goes so crazy, in fact, that he literally passes out and generally
loses control over himself. At this point in the story I have no idea what is
going on, whether what he is describing is in his head or real. Both points
have validity in my head, but neither one makes much sense. On the one hand, Raskolnikov
could be going crazy due to the guilt he feels for the crime and has entered a
state where he is imagining everything that is occurring to him. The whole
investigation and his actions might just be his mind running rampant as he
tries to make sense of what is happening. This would make sense as it would be
a repetition of how he tried to justify himself earlier through all his
actions, and this is just an embodiment of his justification. He could be
imagining the fact that the doctors are visiting him and basically talking
about the investigation of the murder, quite conveniently, so that Raskolnikov
has a blow by blow discussion of what is happening. Yet, this would not make
sense if it is all in his head because there are still figures from before the incident
that seem to be acting normally and there is proof of things still occurring outside
of this room/Raskolnikov’s mind such as the money from his mother. So if this
is not just in his mind, this could be justified as a further punishment for Raskolnikov’s
crimes that he has to suffer through as he watches his friends and family
slowly unfold the truth while he just sits there, lying to them and to himself
about the crime. I feel that this is going to be more painful, again, than if
he were just caught in the first place, because he is going to be painfully
aware of the punishment that others might receive due to his actions. But, I
still do not know enough to make any sense of what is what and who is who in
this story, so I guess I will just have to wait.
I completely agree with you. This books has been giving me some serious migraines. While it is kind of cool how much it gets you into Rodia's head, it's still pretty damn tedious. I kind of just want to get to the point already. It's been dragging so much that I may begin throwing this book across the room (as I did with "Atlas Shrugged"). I personally am becoming very infuriated when it comes to reading this novel! Which me even more upset because I really just want to like it! I wish it could be clearer and more concise (which would be extremely nice for a change).
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